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Spirit is in charge

Updated: Jul 14, 2021

My cousin Christine asked if I ever heard from our grandmother. I don't recall ever hearing from her personally or through other mediums who read me. I have, however, heard from my grandfather. Shortly after that interchange, my Aunt Helen called me, she said Christine had told her what I had said about her parents and she was interested in a reading. I went to Maine to visit my parents and on my return trip, I texted my cousin and Aunt to see if they wanted me to stop in for a visit and reading. I had never been to their house before and truthfully don't know either of them as well as I should. Their home is on land that contains a cluster of homes that are all shared by Christine's husband's family. The homes are very old, 1800's I believe, and clearly have a great deal of history and stories to tell. As well as a cemetery out back which I learned about later.

When I arrived I had intentions of reading Aunt Helen and connecting with her parents (my grandparents on my Dad's side.) We caught up a bit and then I began reading. I'm never "in charge" during a reading. I'm there to serve spirit, to deliver their message. I began but it was not my grandparents, it was relatives of Christine's husband. Spirits get me to know who they are in a variety of different ways. I feel their presence, their gender, approximate age or level (older or younger than my sitter), and things that were bothering them before they died. I feel breathing difficulties, heart pains, throat issues, and other pains in different areas of the body. I described a few people I felt to Christine but she needed to check with family because she wasn't completely certain.

We were in the kitchen so Christine could feed her son Judah his spaghetti dinner and still listen to the reading. I was distracted by the window behind me over the sink. I kept 'seeing' a horse, with his head through the window! There is no horse there now and it seemed a really far-fetched thing to be telling them. I asked if there had been a horse on the property before, they said 'yes', so I explained what I was seeing. They asked me what the horse looked like, I saw a brown horse with white on his face. Christine texted me the next day....

My intention of visiting my Aunt Helen and cousin Christine was to give my Aunt a reading that connected her with her parents. I knew my Grandmother Florence, she was at my wedding. I never knew my Grandfather Antonio (Tony) but I'm named after him. There are many stories that I have heard about my grandparents, Dad, his brother, and two sisters. I was worried that those would be what was stuck in my head during the reading.

After a bit, Christine's spirit 'in-laws' had delivered their messages and it was now Helen's turn. I turn to her and say I have a mother here and she is talking about Poland (my grandmother is NOT polish) and I guess she had never been there but this lady is definitely insisting on talking about Poland. They figure out that it is an ex-mother-in-law and then messages from her ex-husband who has passed come through. See? Spirit. In charge!

Eventually, I feel my grandmother and grandfather standing next to me. I am completely overwhelmed by my grandmother hugging me! It was very familiar and emotional. We are having a conversation and my grandfather is telling stories that I know. I then ask him to tell me something I don't know...he tells me of a hiding place that Helen used to go to and my grandma tells me to say 'bluebird'. Aunt Helen knew exactly what both of those things meant! She asks questions and gets some answers, hopefully, it brought a little peace. I could have spent a lot more time there but it was snowing in CT and I had a long ride home.

I'll never forget that hug from my grandma, how lucky am I that I get to do this?

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